exhausted....tired...

at the time i started to compose this post (3.44 pm)....i've just finished with my meetings started from 9 am this morning....

meetings from morning till late afternoon....no break in between...just a bottle of water and apple for a 15minute lunch....now i think i'm having a bad gastric in my stomach...

discussion discussion and discussion....and i'm thinking how on earth will i get things done if i have meetings all day!!??

and now we are down to 3 project engineers in the plant....more work is piling up for everyone of us ....this is all 2009 projects...and some urgent projects which gives me a headache just thinking about it...if i don;t execute it, this plant will have the potential to shutdown.....due to regulatory issues...
no need to explain more, i just wish i have more time....and more resources to help me on this...

back to reality

i;m back in boston....back to reality...

i've been back for a week already...and i;ve been missing home since i reached here...hmm....nothing i can do but sigh ...hmmm....

at least i still have anna and shahrul here to accompany me ...but all these moments will soon end in a few months...another sigh for me...hmmm...
but i know they can;t wait to be home after this project completed....i;m happy for them...
i'm glad prodata decided to send them here instead of somebody else.....at least i manage to have a roommate for a short period of 6 months...i will really miss them a lot...

i knew this feeling will come eventually, but facing it is even tougher than I thought.....

can;t wait for May....but i am also anxious as it is coming nearer by days.....