frustration...
just to make things clear ...i am talking about work......yes, work again...
why always work??...simply because i don;t have much going on right now except for my work...
this week , my work really make myself totally worn out....sometimes it just torturing me mentally n physically...but mostly mentally....
sometimes i don't feel i'm cut off with the engineering field.....i don;t know why i took engineering in the first place.....but it's too late turn back time n re-do everything...
dont get me wrong here....sometimes engineering is ok...sometimes it sucks bigtime when all the workload is given to you, with a very short dateline...
how do you want to do the design, calculating every inch of detail, capital estimation, field dimension to make sure everthing fit in a very tight place, creating part list, sizing equipment/parts, do iso drawing, ordering parts, making sure all utilities are sufficient, and the list go on and on....
and almost half of it i have no clue on doing it!!...n yes it is frustrating...
the same list goes for all the projects.....now i have 3 different projects in my hand which are categorized as high priority.....meaning need to do it as fast as i can to solve the problem...
are u freaking kidding me??...one brain , 2 hands and 2 legs for all these??
this morning i woke up , thinking how can i quit this field....nothing else cross my mind except for engineering....maybe this is the challenge i need to work through....eventhough it's painful ......
anyways....May is coming nearer and nearer....can;t wait ....but lots of things need to settle also.....why May??..i'll let you'll know later....huhu... :)
it's saturday now, but i still have to work from home......i know i have no life right now....nothing i can do about it....sucks sucks...
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